Much Needed Prayers

Just wanted to make a short note to everyone. I could really use some prayers. School started this week and I have really been diligent about staying on schedule with readings and work. Balancing everything else is where it's falling apart. I'm already starting to feel the strain of all that I am trying to juggle at once. I'm also really having a hard time trusting that God has a plan for my life. I pray continually that I wait on His timing, but sometimes I really just wish I could get a glimpse of the future.

I had my child support meeting today, and in my opinion, it did not go so well. I'm really struggling with the thought of letting her go, and from what I understand, it could be as soon as she's a year old that standard custody would begin. I'm terrified and I can't handle her being over at his house. I know God is watching out for us and will not give me anything more than I can handle, but sometimes I lose sight of just that. Your prayers would be much appreciated!

God Bless! Hope everyone is having a good week!

Ava is 2 Months!

My sweet baby is already 2 months old! I can't believe how fast time flies by.

She went in for her 2 month check-up yesterday. She is: 12lbs 12oz and 23.5 in long! Her head measured at 40.8 (cm?). I forgot to ask about how she compares to other babies this time.

She's been extra cute lately. I'm going to miss the newborn stage but I am loving all her new sounds and smiles. Every time I rescue her from her crib, she welcomes me with a huge smile and "coo" for her mama. She's getting really good at holding her head up but can't quite do it all the time. She is definitely an on-the-go baby. She loves to be moving and walking around. I'm so glad she's finally getting used to the Baby Bjorn. It has come in very handy when I have things I need to get done!

I'm so glad to finally have a cousin picture that Ava got to be in! Ramsey did such a great job holding her.

I'm glad Abigail liked Ava's bow so much! haha!